"Me" Time, New Year Resolution 
No Comments Two failure in a row.. Wtf
Ding! The good voice in my head say “Yes, good finally you have some will. Later after you know how to make one then save a lot laaaa! Go on…”
Then the naughty voice note that thinking and reply..”Alamak.. Its RM2 only what, why need to waste so much to save that RM2? Ingredients lagi, time lagi, haiyooooo! Wasting wasting wasting.. No need to learn, kedai kan banyak.
The lazy voice also join in.. Wah girl, I am very tired la. I want to sleep. Now move your ass to the bed la woi. Give me a break!
Ish.. ish.. Ish.. You all very stupid, let her do what she want la! Kacau la. Syuh syuh! Say the good one.
And finally I end up following the good one, although as you can see.. its not that good as well. hahaha. Stupid mind. wakakak
*************
Monday is the first time ever I finally touch the oven again with my magic hand. haha.
My first attempt is actually to make a chocolate moist cake, but I seem to run out of chocolate. So I end up making plain vanilla cupcakes.
Tadaaaa!
I serve it hot.. with coffee for supper. Nyummy! I do a christmas tree tall cream on top but it doesn’t fold very clean. So, the cream I dump into my coffee and it taste like starbucks! Woot. Double yummy…
But……. cakes is a bit too sweet to my liking. I mean this one really really sweet. Still edible.. but.. its just too sweet. Get the point? Euww What a failure!
So today I decide, today I want to try making those sausage bun rolls and the sausage bun pizza, the favourite food which normally cost me around RM2 whenever I go to any bakery shop.
Man.. I tell you.. Its a dissssssaaasster!
The bun is burnttt. This one I blamed the recipes. When I follow the recipes halfway, only I realised. It doesn’t tell me the timer and the temperature wtf. Then I do it sesuka hati me la, maybe I preheat the oven too long and the temp too high, so they become too hot. The bottom part of the first batch is black you. I have to throw 5 out of the 8 that I make. Sigh.. wasted!
The bun also is too hard. Euww. Oh this one I blamed that little girl who keep on kacau’ing me asking this and that, again and again.. the same question. She was so excited to “help” me. Take this thing and that thing, then ask again. I have to really keep an eye on her so that she won’t come near the oven. I think the dough is not properly ready yet when I let them to rise, because it seem a bit too sticky for a dough. Aiyo, with her around, I think all I can do is just lepaking in front of the TV answering her repetitive questions that sometimes very very funny one. Lol
But….
The bun still finish and just left 2 for my breakfast tomorrow. Oh that one for sure, I blamed myself! I just cannot stop eating. Haha. Its hard but still edible, the texture inside is very soft, the filling and the taste is more or less like the one from the bakery shop..Aicehmen. Wah I almost thought I can start a bakery. Haha crazy.
I called mum after the first attempt. And I was actually expecting a response like.. WHAT???! You bake?? Can eat or not?? but instead I get.. “Oh really, later you give me the recipe”.. adoii mum mum. I need a little help here..
This is what I get by learning from the internet. See la who ask you to not listen to her when you got free physical teacher last time. Two experiments, two failure. But people say there won’t be a success without a failure. So wth aja aja hwaiting Ann! Gambateh.
