About Me
I started discovering the beautiful rainbow colours of blogging few years back. But again, I am a so called on and off follow your mood girl with so much thought and say only. I do things when I wanted to, when my spirit is up to the sky. I end things when I am too lazy to do so especially when they doesn’t seem to work out as I wanted to. But on top of that, I am just a nobody, trying hard to be somebody.
Having few blogs in blogspot (and still are) before, I shut most of them down when I moved to wordpress. I learn a lot, the do’s and the dont’s. Last few years, 2010-2011 this blog anastasiaann.com has been quite active. Somehow I stopped somewhere in the middle of that year. Life has been so rough to me until I couldn’t take anything out of it to the public already. And so I keep it to the heart, open up only to some people that I trust most.
But when I go through other people blogs, the otai otai type bloggers, I realized something. They have what I have already lost, “MEMORIES”. Memories of what have happen to them, memories of what they used to think, to hate, despise or to like, to maybe just a silly ambition and so called hidden talent, from many years back. Our memory is not good enough to keep recalling everything good and bad happen in the past, compare to a blog, a journal, a journey of our life. The silly thought and silly mistakes that make who and what we are here and now. A story about yourself. And I know I miss that so much.
Sometimes we just need to look back, to realised what most importance to us. Sometimes, we just need a reminder. Sometimes, we just need to laugh at the silliness of our innocent mind, while we are still young, and maybe growing. The transition in between age and the maturity level. Sometimes we just need a long break to stop, take a fresh breath and space to think again. I just did that, and now I am back for real.
So when people ask you what happen in your life, asked them to dig into your blog. And if they asked you where do you see yourself in 20years time? Well, say you don’t know. We don’t know for sure just yet, we will never know. Should we blog our expectation about it, then just wait and see? Who knows maybe just maybe somehow we have written our destiny for the future in the past among all those silly wishes? Who knows? Who really knows? Nobody.
Anyyway, Thank You for the visit and I hope you will enjoy my good for nothing life story same as I will always do.
Bye bye. Muahh! LOL (*define as Lots of Love ok 
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