Entahlah.. Labu!
I never know in my whole life that planning can be so exhausting until today!! Yeaps.. its because today I finally started drafting my 22 days budget trip. Banyak benda juga kena consider, in terms of budget and safety, since this will be my first ever solo trip. Its scary, not knowing what to expect. Felt helpless, with nobody to count on. But I forcefully pulled myself together. I indeed need this big break so very much before I decide on what to do next. Its pretty much – too much of a headache, and too much of excitement, all at the same time.
Uh well.. at least today, I had roughly finalize the route, booked the accommodation and additional flights, now just left with the full ground itinerary. I know by now that I cannot change my mind anymore on staying longer there but perhaps if I am going back there again anytime in the future, it wouldn’t hurt to spend some time to survey the place around. For now, I will just be satisfied with the initial plan, going to 3 places in 22 days with very very very tight budget.
Back to the -ing part.. Today when I accidentally met the landlord after buying dinner, he asked whether I have decided to quit my job… well since I did mentioned to him that I am going to travel for my “study” soon. I was in a too shocked condition to answer him 100% honest, actually its weird because I feel more reluctant on speaking the truth to him than when I am telling it to my own parents. Really strange but I just cannot figure out why. Perhaps its because I haven’t make any stable income yet from whatever I have already planned in mind, or perhaps I still have a lot to learn so I wasn’t really confident to disclose to everybody yet of my new potential job.
Takpelah.. slowly. Keep calm and think positive. Yes.. Everybody start from zero. In long term, the effort will pay off. ^___________^
Until then.. Gambateh Ann!
dear ann! Gambateh!! Fight for the ING.^^