Anastasia Ann

Hi hi hi, sibuk nampaknya korang hari ni, kehulu kehilir mencari bahan.. ekekekek. Google jer google, silakan. Nampak kesungguhan tu nak prove orang lain salah, orang lain fake, orang lain penipu.. Hey you whoever you are, why don’t you take a moment, sambil duk selongkar-selongkar tu, apa kata tengok kat cermin mana-mana dulu. Are you a person with no secret? Are you a person with no lie? Are you truly a person with sincerity and honesty?

Me? Omaigod Omaigod Omaigodddddddddddd.. No, I am not. Believe me, I am a liar, sometimes to my friend, sometimes to my parents, somtimes to my family, sometimes with those I love, and worst of them all, many times I lie to myself. I never deny that, I admit seriously I am a bad person, to you, to many, even to myself. But you know what, I am just a human being.

Whether I did it in purpose, or sometimes coincidently, that leave no right to anybody to judge me. I did what I did, and yes maybe sometimes its a mistake and not supposed to happen, again I am just a human being. I want voice I could never have, I want love,hugs and kisses that I am missing so much, I long for attention saying they care, listen to my words and feel what I felt, most of all I dont want to be lonely anymore while keeping my promises to my love ones.. Is that too much to asked from someone like me?

Feeling deceived, feel cheated, Oh I am nobody to please what everyone expect from me. Enough, enough, I have enough of all the tensions that I already have here in my real live, do I even need this in the other side of life? If you feel what you feel right now,have it ever slip in your mind that I do have my feelings as well? Persoalan macam inilah yang terbayangkan dan timbul dalam otak aku bila aku membaca komen komen yang emosional. “If I am in Fida Aishah position lerrrr”

Chill man, dengan Ann dan Anastasia Ann sekali dipersoalkan kewujudannya dan bersekongkol, ni apa kes ni? Is it sooooo wrong for me aka ann to believe and stand up for her while you guys are doing whatever you guys think you believe on? *wat’evaaaaaar* Oh is that make you correct btw? Haha. Euwwwwww.

What is happening now? I believe its started small but firing up and suddenly dragging everyone surrounding her. When rage or cases like this happen, you know what most frustrating other than the main entry and comments? Its that sick feeling to see how the so called kaki kipas – “the yes bos yes bos, the ouh soo true girl I love you, the ya, I can feel what you feel, the ‘greatest’ commenters in every entry” suddenly turn to you, looking so angry and even stabbed you from the back.. Ouh darn! thats yakssssss. Do you even have a brain? Yesterday you worship me, today you spit on me, tommorow??

Entahlah labu.. I’ve seen it once, now it happen all over again. Same ways, same heat, same feels, different issues but yes thats just another story to tell . Takde guna pun nak melatah wahai kawan-kawan errrrr anonymous2 sekalian.. haha. Will be a great history, Teori Konspirasi Fida Aishah.

Just my Foc late night mumbling.

pstttt psstttt semalam ada hujan sikit, cuaca sejuk, sedap tdo, so aku bangun lewat hari ni.. kihkihkih.  takde kaitan pun. lalalalalaa. tdo woii tdoo.