Hello hello  my dear Friend,

How have you been?

Today is my big happy day remember?

I should have smile and laugh all day long

But I dream of you last night

I cried my heart off

Waking up with swollen eyes

Why oo why I wonder

We used to be close

They know we are

Yes, outside seem like it

But.. are we really are?

There were time I thought you are mine

Then next, hmmm maybe its just me

Slowly I’m losing my faith

Creating distance, away from you

Did you realize, did you even notice?

Too many people out there

They love and care for you

Sincerely I really really do too

Somehow jealousy come knocking me down

Opening my eyes wide open

You, me, are we?

I heard them extremely loud

I am no longer the one

I am no longer that love

So I left..

Wishing you all the happiness in the world

Watching you quietly far far away

Terrible me, bad me huh??

I am sorry sweetheart

I didn’t have that heart of yours

I know you once did feel the same

I know you once did something too

I know, you know now,

Silly how secret reveal by itself

Silly how we accept and behave

Silly how we try hard to reach for each other

Silly is truly me and you, how we are one

Many things happen to you

Many I don’t even know

I wish you care to let me know

I wish you share and help me understand

Help me, don’t let me be the last to know

I am here.. I am listening.. I am reading

I wish, just wish you hear my heart too

Tell me and i’ll let you in

For you a place will always there

I wish we  always be the same

But NO, life is like this

Don’t expect too high

Love hurts you know

Don’t let it come in line

We are still and will be

the best of friend forever right?

Deep down from me

Take your time and think

Don’t take it negatively by any means

This is how I feel, honest and true

No lies, no more hiding

For you, you know who you are.